Just randomly you creeped into my mind again and I checked my phone to find that you...
What happened?
For a moment I thought you disappeared into thin air again, reasons unknown because you didn't have to.

But after a while of letting what happened sink, I realised that okay, I'm just blowing things out of proportions. Many other people do the same. Personal preferences, as simple as that.

Just when I thought I am slowly letting this go, this episode just hit me in the face to remind me how much you mean to me in my life.

*Update: After a few days I realised things are back to normal and it's probably just a technical issue. lol.

I walked away, not because I stopped feeling anything.

But because I did not want to give myself the chance of doubting you or thinking negatively about some of the things you did (which I do not understand and will probably never have the chance to ask).

I've associated you with so much light, sunshine and positivity. You've brought so much positive energy into my life at a time when I didn't know I need it (but I do), and it has changed my life for the better. For that, I will always be thankful. You're one of those people who've helped to restore my faith in humanity. And I want to continue seeing you that way, I want to remember you this way.

Having doubted one or two times already caused me enough disappointment, so please allow me to remember you in that positive light, even if you turn out to be different from who I thought you were.