Isn't it funny how sometimes the people closest to you, your family, are the very person who will bring you down? Who are the least supportive. Who see the bad in your good intention. Who by default, put fault and blame on you first, before understanding.

2 incidents I've witnessed this week.

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Suddenly I feel so scared and vulnerable.

This path brought me to light, but is this time that I watch out for myself, and for the dangers too?

I will allow nobody to rob kindness out of me.

Have to be strong.

I just have one duty for myself:
In times of weaknessess, learn to depend on yourself. Learn to ask for help from yourself, learn to support yourself. Because you've only got yourself. 

Sigh.

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Honestly I just need to talk to just one person, but who? Who can I...

I hate this. and i hope tomorrow will be better.