Was watching Masterchef Australia on teevee and it was featuring the pressure test where the three contestants had to create a croquembouche.

When I first started watching I wondered why they had to make cooking, which in my opinion is a relaxing and enjoyable activity, so stressful??? Like it spoils the fun out of it :(

But what this show really showed me is that the impossible can be possible, and sometimes even if you screw up in the middle, you might end up with the best dish still.

Really like Colin Sheppard, who is so fatherly and I feel is such a genuine kind man. Like his eyes... there's something so sincere and genuine in those eyes of his. It's really rare nowadays. And I wish I can meet people like that in Singapore too. I have a feeling that the City life sucks out the kindness in people.

Ok. Don't wanna research further in case I realised he doesn't win or something.

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My third interview today, and I hope the last for this year. 

I've reached a point when I'm so irritated with myself for being unable to reach a decision.