shower thoughts /

sometimes you realise some wounds will never heal and you just learn to live with it.
so never hurt someone and leave that wound open for so long.

also, had the most mind-blowing seminar today wew. half the time i'm raising my eyebrows and really questioning if the lecturer actually said what she said.

gonna take a good break today, day 2 iz intense but this sem is exciting.

 

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edit /

um. i read this today. http://www.goodybooks.com/asingaporelovestory/asingaporelovestorychapter1/

i've seen advertisements/sharings on my facebook newsfeed before quite some time ago but I never clicked on it to know more. i just thought it wouldn't be to my liking and i thought it would be cliche.

but now i'm feeling so much even though i did not get to read the full story. i have a strong feeling it's because the start of the story was based in my very own 'hometown' - Jurong. And the secondary school featured is my secondary school. Reading that whole part was so nolstagic when the author referenced the different parts of the place i used to know so well so well. it was particularly emotional because i can picture the girl in that grey uniform, with our lower sec -> tucked out and upper sec -> tucked in rule. i also felt that i can relate to the story because unlike other reading experience when i picture a figure without a face in my mind, this time i can put a face to the figure.

it brought back so much memories of my secondary school and days when love is a sweet wonderful all-consuming affair.

too much feels. it's all in the tiny details.
too much.

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omg feeling feverish alr why huh