what if all of that was to protect you

Lovin ma new tab feature :-)

Productivity from tomorrow onwards gogogo. Tomorrow (technically tues) is the start of my last semester in NUS. Mixed feelings, I never got really happy about Uni for some weird reasons. I probably am not living it right and it sucks to know that HA. "You don't have to join hall to have an awesome Uni life." Have been convincing myself that because I am not so fortunate to experience it in NUS during my freshmen years. I never felt that it was that crucial. Until over the years...

• When I can only look with envy at people who reach their room within minutes after class while I travel 45 minutes back home. 
• When I look green-eyed at people who had so much fun & gatherings & supper nights with their new found friends like life has never been better, while I go home and yeah be oba-ma-self. 
• When I see the numerous activities you can join and explore, and I nod in agreement to myself thinking 'Wow that lifestyle totally suits me because I am definitely the kind who will join everything and have fun even though it's god damn exhausting." Plus I'm the kind of person who thrives in a truly bonded community, where there is somewhere you belong.

Alright staph! I definitely believe it's all in how you play your cards so whether or not I have that Hall card it ain't gonna be that pre-requisite to a wonderful Uni life yo. They each come with their own basket of woes too. So count your blessings gurl!

I think I've grown a little more extroverted in 2015 but now I feel like i'm slowly growing back to my introverted self.

Still yet to find out if it's my own problem or it really is as it is. Tomorrow I shall find out for myself! Have a feeling it's not just my own problem. I just feel like something isn't right.

I love Jay Chou songs. So cultured.

Some article that I read the past week. It has stayed in my tab bar for damn long and now I want to close it but don't know where to put it so... here:
http://thoughtcatalog.com/madeline-forsyth/2016/01/9-ways-to-know-for-sure-whether-youre-actually-in-love/

To join or not to join. Biggest question today.