Supposed to be at the Stadium at 9AM for DB but last night was too long that I crashed completely. It's not the drunk kind of crash, I'm never really drunk drunk. But the mentally and physically tired kind of crash (esp when it becomes anti-climax when I don't dance or move after getting high) HAHA I really needed this saturday to recover my sleep deficit accumulating since BKK days.
It feels so good though. SO SO good. Today is really those days when I do WHATEVER I want. So liberating!
What I've learnt today, is that I cannot please everyone. I heard many people quoting this many times but it never gets inside my head, like I never had a situation when I felt like I need that advice. But today I think I finally understood its meaning. Like, I finally applied it to myself. And it feels liberating.
Hehe Saturdays are the best. My bros are on their games as usual and I'm having my me-time. I like it peaceful and chill like that.
I'm also starting on Uncontrollably Fond (after the craze as usual HAHA) and I'm beginning to like it, 'cause I'm a sucker for awesome costume wardrobes, beautiful aesthetics, angles and style, apt music and the kind of lifestyle Koreans portray in Kdramas. Like I can't figure out how to explain but I always feel very relaxed, chill, and happy watching them? Except for those sad scenes, which of course they do so well in triggering your emotions... in a beautiful way. hehe.
Life's good so far even though yesterday was the shittiest day at work.
Still learning to be unapologetically myself.
Hanging in there!
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