Yeah, can't believe i'm going through my second peak again.

Times like this... I really hate work for robbing away so much from me.
You may say I can choose not to let this happen. I can choose to still prioritise and do what I want.

But I really don't know how to change the hardworking part of me at work that is driven by my desire to do as much within the shortest time possible, so that I can increase the amount of after-work free time I have in my life, to do more of the things that truly matter.

I am still trying to challenge the stereotype that we can't have a life in this industry lol.

Naive or what but it's true I don't have much of a life now again.

And to see my parents age more and more over the years...... while i reach home and become too tired to even say more than 3 sentences to them, or by the time i reach home they're already asleep... just breaks my heart.

There's just too much going on on my plate... and when I'm tired all I want to do is escape...

Need. To. Stop. Putting. My. Wants. Before. Others?